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Hmm.....I hate having 50 billion pointless things to talk about and choosing only 2 or 3. Such is...not my life...just my blog. :)

I went to youth group at McLaurin last night and saw a few camp girls. I love them. :) I randomly talked with one girl that I haven't actually counselled for like, 3 years. But it was good. She's having alot of the same questions and doubts that I had for a few years...which is sort of scary, but I think it was good that we talked.

Youth Alert is next weekend, and I'm sort of excited...not really because I'm SOOOO tired and it's tough to have a good attitude about having people stay in my room to possibly keep me up late at night. :) Rachelle and I are doing security/fire watch one night from 2-3. :) We get walkie-talkies...that'll be fun. Thankfully Rachelle's brother Ryan signed up for the same hour...otherwise it would just be us and a random sort of creepy guy that yells our names across the dining hall.

I had a good talk with a guy from my Africa team the other day. He's been REALLY weird with alot of people from our team and I was super weird with him. For me it was different than most people I think.....he just wierds me out and definitely did on the trip. BUT I figured it was all in my head, so we talked, and he totally opened up about some of his struggles on the trip and with seeing our team now at school. It was sweet. We definitely talked a bunch on the trip, which is part of what worried me, but it's all good now. So we agreed we wouldn't avoid each other anymore. I think that's a step in a good direction. :) He actually is really awesome...so I'm glad we're sort of on speaking terms now.

The last few weeks I've randomly been feeling really old. Which is retarded, because I'm just NOT at all. But my next sister, Chanelle, is turning 14 tomorrow, my brother is SEVENTEEN now which just blows my mind. 17 wasn't that long ago for me...but it feels like forever. And I keep seeing all the people I grew up with and realizing that ALOT of them are done school, dating, or married. None of us ever dated in highschool except for one of the Ashleys, and she's married now. So to think that my friends are all out of highschool and moving and such....it's just weird. It's cool that we can all still hang out though. There's some kind of bond that seems to always be there even if we haven't hung out in months. It's cool.

Anyway. I REALLY have nothing important to say, my roommate and I were just sort of procrastinating.....yeah. Huzzah for totally pointless blogs and quasi-lazy Saturdays. :)

"Some hearts just get lucky sometimes..." -Carrie Underwood. Buy her CD. In the words of my roommate, "It's just FABULOUS!"

*CNR