Waiting for the Sun...

Don't want to get too complicated. But it gets so dark that I can't see. Yeah it's a mad mad world. But I'm hoping...I'm tired of living in the shadows. But I'm not giving up on me. Yeah it's a sad sad world. But I'm waiting... *How long, O Lord?...How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and every day have sorrow in my heart? But I TRUST in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing to the Lord, for he has been good to me.* *Psalm 13*

Friday, January 12, 2007

Alrighty then...

My life and all its craziness...oh craziness.

EVANESCENCE is in THREE sleeps!!!! And I kind of don't want it tot come, cuz then it will be done. :) But hopefully it'll be amazing and then Amber and I can relive it a milllion times for years to come. We're good at that.

My dear dear friend KERRI from my missions team surprised me on Monday night, and she's here til Sunday. :) She came into my room at like, 11:45 when I was in bed, and I jumped out of bed and screamed and gave her a huge hug. :) It's been SOOOOOO good to see her! We've been talking about Africa like, non-stop and had our traditional Chinese food in the lounge tonight. It was awesome. I missed her alot. Talking about AFRICA makes me want to go back even more. We both almost cried when we talked about this one lady that I talked to once when we visited some Irish construction workers in their bar. :) Basically she was hired for the night, and NO ONE would talk to her. So I did. Sorta scary, really sad, and we both sort of forgot about it until now. I miss it so much now. someday I WILL go back.

Ugh. "SOMEDAY"? I hate that word.

So, I kind of thought that second semester would be fun...ner than last semester. That God would give me a break and let me do my own thing for a while. But I should know better than to think God's gonna stop doing what's best for me for one second. He's been stretching me already. Camp days is like, the thorn in my side right now. I feel so completely inadequate with it all. But thankfully it's on Sunday and will be mostly done on Tuesday. I don't think that it was the best choice for my Practical Work, but that's ok. I'll just do marking after this, and hopefully I'll learn to not be so picky with my beloved book charts.

I was SO ridiculously excited to see my roommate on Sunday, and it was a grand reunion. :) We didn't even make it up the stairs before we laughed our heads off to the point of weakness. I love it love it love it. I've been sort of weird this week though. I'm not really sure why. I guess it is the first week of school, and those are always weird.

Yesterday my care group went to Gullivers for wings, and they surprised me with an amazing peice of cheesecake and a quasi embarrassing song from all the waitresses and the one waiter. He was really funny. Michelle and Haley and I killed ourselves laughing at him cuz I sweat he said "guys" every 5 words. :) "Yeah no problem guys." "Is that everything, guys?" "Oh awesome guys I'll get your bill guys." He was crazy.

Anyway, I'm extremely tired....My roommate's rubbing off on me and I'm becoming really talkative really late at night when I have class 7 hours later. :) TIRED!!! 3 more sleeps, baby! :) Woo hoo...

*Caitlin

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