Umm....2+2 is 4?

Oh retail therapy. It's a wonderful thing really. And all I bought for myself today is three sweet rings...and yesterday it was necklaces. :) I admit, I'm addicted.

Ok. So it's Christmas Break...and I'm not actually missing school as much as I thought I would. Weird. My parents were gone with the little kids for the whole 1st weekend of the break, so that was kind of fun. I got to cook (I suck) and hang out with my next in line siblings. We did some kind of random things...we're strange. We belted out Point of Grace Christmas songs in the kitchen, watched "Elf" and laughed our heads off (I did anyway), wrestled as usual, had a sort of freaky experience babysitting til 4:30 am, and played a crappy game of Skip Bo. I hadn't played that since I was in Africa, so it brought back some random memories. :) But ho man, I laughed SO hard at Will Ferrell in Elf...my brother tells me that I'm a "freak." But I already know that, so it's all good.

I don't actually miss anyone from school except my roommate. It's weird. But I miss her TONS!!! We're pretty tight, and we've never ever fought or even been annoyed with each other. It's amazing. Last year the roommate thing was rough, but ended good, this year so far is just all phenomenal. :)

The whole "next year" thing has been bothering me SO much lately. There's alot of things I would like to do, but nothing like, "I HAVE to do this with my life." Right now the goal I have is to finish school, and that will last me for a few months yet. The only thing I can think of that I REALLY want to do is go back to Africa for a while. I have NO clue when or with who, cuz I am NOT going alone. But I kind of don't want to think about it too much, it's bad for me. Even my dad asked me what I want to do with my life. I threw out a few really random things that I always thought would be cool, but none of them stuck out to me. He didn't reassure me too much, but I know it'll be ok. Oh bah! In my own words, "WORRY IS SIN!" :) And I am guilty of it often. Ha. :)

Anyway...I have a hankering for lime and black pepper chips. Oh yumma.... :) Thanks for the 3 bucks for that, Kerri! :) Merry December 20th...I'm 19 in 6 days. Woot.

It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery. (Gal. 5:1)

*Yeama