Brain burger and brain fries to go.....

You could really order that right now actually. I'm so fried that wasn't even funny in any way. BAH!!!

I have a death paper due tomorrow...two actually...and I stayed up til 2 last night, got up at 8, and worked on my paper all afternoon....and it's STILL not done. AAAAGH!!! I'm like, the epitome of stress right now. Thank goodness my other massive mother paper is now due FRIDAY instead of MONDAY. ho man...that is so good. ANYWAY...I'm totally done with homework now until after my floor cleans tonight, and I don't even want to talk about it anymore. bleh.

I did my speech yesterday, and that was a HUGE relief. I have to admit that I was pretty freaking intimidate by pretty much everyone in my class though. I talked about courtship....not the most popular concept these days, and I could just feel the tension when I kind of challenged some typical standards. Alot of people sunk down in their chairs and avoided eye contact with me at all costs. In a way I guess that's good, obviously I hit a nerve, but it was also really hard to talk to people who looked so much like they hated me. :)

The whole, "What are YOU doing next year?" thing has started again. It really bothers me. I don't KNOW what I'm doing next year, and I'm ok with that. I think. But it still gets me worried when so many people seem to know exactly what they want to do with their lives after the PRBI Bubble. But I talked to Kristine...who's awesome...and she's sort of in the same boat. Hopefully, I'll figure something out. It just sucks that people are asking me already. I just need to not let it worry me.

Anyway. My brother's here, and I don't want to rant anymore. Although it did feel real good while it lasted. On to bigger and better things...like cleaning my room! Woo!!!

*Caitlin