What did the peacock say to the weiner dog?

I really don't know, I just hate thinking of those titles. :)

I had a lonely night last night. (how retarded does that sound) I don't know what was wrong with me. I just sat and stared at the wall, feeling sorry for myself. Everyone was busy, and I had been at work all day so I hadn't really talked to anyone.

I tried calling some people, I tried reading, I tried writing, I tried cleaning. I just gave up and went to bed. I'm not totally sure what is up with me, but I keep reading into things and being all lonely. Kind of like a pity party....it's stupid really.

Then this afternoon I was totally and completely alone. No one was around. Again, I didn't really know what to do with myself...I wanted to talk to someone or DO something. I ended up just talking to God. "Ended up" sounds negative...but that's kind of how it happened. It was like my last resort or something. But as I was doing that, Kerri came in and asked if I was "sad". :) I told her I kind of was, and then we talked a little. I am SO thankful that she came in. We talked about something I need to deal with and talk to someone about. (Don't worry, she doesn't read this, it's none of you. :) And then we talked about our mutual "issues" and stuff we're learning. It was grand.

THEN I went on a huge cleaning spree. I'm talking airing out blankets, changing the sheets, goign through clothes, vacuuming, and dusting. Wow, it was great. I'm not done yet, there's a massive ammount of clothing lying around my room, all sorts of piles that go in different places etc....I really don't want to finish it. Ha ha.

Anyway, I hope you all are ok. Oh, and Kels, thanks for calling last night. Sorry for not calling back, I was in bed. :) Ha ha....love you. :)

*CNR