roommate my roommate.....

...what will I ever do with you? My roomie was being so........AGH!!!! Frustrating. She is having a rough time right now...and I inderstand that. But I have to live with her everyday...every night.... and it's gets rather depressing when she's always down and sad and very close to a breakdown...or so it seems. So I talked to her today, not meaning tell her what I was feeling, I just wanted to know what the heck was wrong. (She has this thing where she won't talk to ANYONE!) She wouldn't really tell me, but she said, "I'm sorry that you're mad at me, but I can't help being sick." Sick? SICK? Agh!!! She asked why I was mad at her, and I told her I didn't think she really wanted to know. But apparently she did. So I told her, and she said "that's not what it is. That's not the problem." BAH!

There was alot more to it than that, but I eventually just got so frustrated I said that I couldn't talk about it right now, I was too angry, and I was just going to take it out on her. Not good. So she's like, "No. Don't leave. I will." Drama drama drama.

I was ticked. So I went and spilled to Vanee, who gave me some suggestions, and then I went to do dishes. When I got back from a random fun time with the dish guys (whoo yeah Spencer and Josh!!!), I had it all planned out how I was going to talk to her and deal with things. Then there was a note on my bed.... it was from Kenny and she was apologizing for....ummm....stuff we talked about. So now...I haven't seen her since we "talked" or attemped to talk...so we'll see what happens. We're supposed to go to town tomorrow, and that could be awkward if we haven't talked.

ANYWAY. I talked to Tanis, my Intro. to Teaching "professor" today. (I hate the word "professor"...it's just weird) I asked her about my idea for my first lesson plan, which is due the next next Monday. I was feeling totally inadequate with this whole teaching thing, but she totally affirmed me and my ideas. It was SO encouraging. I thought that the scripture I chose might be considered a bit of a cop-out cuz it's fairly simple, but she was SO excited about my choice. That was really reassuring. God totally provided in that way.

Anyhoo...I have Bible Study at youth group in half an hour, and then I think it's time for a STARBUCKS RUN!!!! Woo hoo!!! Kerri's mom gave us all (me Vanee and Kristine) a Starbucks card, and we want to put them to good use before the break. Wierd....as much as I am SO frsutrated with some people and stuff right now, I will totally miss some of those people during the break. Funny how that works.

Merry February 15th!!!!!!

*Caitlin

"Sometimes I just wish I was a boy." not.

"My eye flashed before my life!!!" -Karina

"Me and Lindsay should repopulate the earth.....OH!!! NO, not together!!!!" -Kristine :)