Waiting for the Sun...

Don't want to get too complicated. But it gets so dark that I can't see. Yeah it's a mad mad world. But I'm hoping...I'm tired of living in the shadows. But I'm not giving up on me. Yeah it's a sad sad world. But I'm waiting... *How long, O Lord?...How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and every day have sorrow in my heart? But I TRUST in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing to the Lord, for he has been good to me.* *Psalm 13*

Thursday, February 09, 2006

"let's get (dah dah) emotional girls to all wear mood rings...."

"...(dah dah)...so we'll be tipped off, (dah dah) to when they're ticked off..."

I think that's how that song goes. :)

BAH! My roommate has been upset all day, and I have NO IDEA why!!! I just went into the room and she was bawling in her bed. All day she's been walking around listlessly, not talking to anyone. I have no idea what's wrong and I'm worried. I talked to her fiance and HE doesn't even know what's wrong. That's definitely a bad sign. So yeah, I have no idea what to do. I rubbed her back for a while, and now I think she's sleeping. But she needs to talk to someone...

I was doing some atmosphere stuff tonight, and there was a bunch of people goofing off when they were supposed to be getting a job done. I was SO frustrated. For one thing, I'm exhausted. For another thing, I was working really hard to try and get this done. So both of those things added to my frustration. I guess I'm one to talk about how emotional my roommate is. I am just as bad, but it's not usually my sadness/depression that seems to take me over. It's my anger. Maybe I should wear a mood ring... :) NOT!!! Ugh, I hate that song. I hate that band! :)

I talked to Ashley Lupo's mom today. (Ashley's the engaged one) :) It was SO nice!!! I love her so much, it sucks that she lives in GP now. But we talked for almost an hour, and she aske dme about everything. I mean EVERYTHING...It was grand. If you ever need advice, talk to Mrs. Lupo...she's brilliant. :) She told me I should try teaching English as a second language. She thinks I'd be good at it. Who knows? It would be super fun...I might jsut do that. :)

Tomorrow is Youth Alert. I'm not so excited as of this moment, but tomorrow I WILL be!!! I will choose to be enthusiastic and excited and welcoming. I have to. :) But no, really it will be awesome, and God is going to do some great things. My anger and my roommate's mood swings won't hinder him at all. Thank you, Lord. :) Anyway, I'm going to bed. I think I'm a little calmer than I was ten minutes ago...that's a good sign. :)

And I TOTALLY have an ab. :)

*Caitlin

1 Comments:

Blogger ManAlive said...

That band does not suck. And mood rings are not the worst idea I have heard... Good job choosing to be enthusiastic, it won' be hard once people start showin up. You'll be sunny with a high of 75 for the whole weekend

HA :)

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