Waiting for the Sun...

Don't want to get too complicated. But it gets so dark that I can't see. Yeah it's a mad mad world. But I'm hoping...I'm tired of living in the shadows. But I'm not giving up on me. Yeah it's a sad sad world. But I'm waiting... *How long, O Lord?...How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and every day have sorrow in my heart? But I TRUST in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing to the Lord, for he has been good to me.* *Psalm 13*

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

WHAT the...?

OK, So everything's going all fine and dandy right? Maybe not. God sure has some sense of humor. I thought everything was totally ok with the roommate thing, but I thought wrong. I guess tonight some girls from her care group talked with her and basically were very honest with her, and now we're off on a another wonderful adventure down Emotional Tension Lane.

I found out tonight that things are not done with this situation, and I just about cried in front of my whole missions team. Ha ha. And I also found out tonight that two of my best friends' mom has pneumonia again...and that is just heartbreaking. AND my poor friend Jenice is having a super hard time dealing with one of her kind of "old" friends. I thought everything was "getting better" and that life was going to get a little less emo and stressful. But no.

It pretty much amazes me that I'm actually doing ok though. God is good, especially through all this drama that is my life. :) I am constantly being reminded of God's goodness in random ways throughout the day. My Gramma Rose sent me a care package today (YEAH Fruit-To-Go!!!) :) And even that jsut made me go, "Wow God, you know when I need to lighten up." :) He is helping me be thankful and rejoice even in these kind of sucky circumstances. He is good, as I've said before, and He will never change. That is so comforting.

*Caitlin

P.S. My friend Robyn is here at the school on a campus visit!!! WOO HOO!!! Ashley B. is coming tomorrow and Friday, and I'm so glad they're here now. I love them. They are such a blessing. Thank you, God!!! :)

1 Comments:

Blogger Kelsey Ann said...

Hey there Caitlin,
Well I just wanted you to know that you are so very special to me and that I totally appreciate everything that you are...ummm that makes sense right? Anyway, things will get better, you'll see.
Love you so much!!
-KAB

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