Waiting for the Sun...

Don't want to get too complicated. But it gets so dark that I can't see. Yeah it's a mad mad world. But I'm hoping...I'm tired of living in the shadows. But I'm not giving up on me. Yeah it's a sad sad world. But I'm waiting... *How long, O Lord?...How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and every day have sorrow in my heart? But I TRUST in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing to the Lord, for he has been good to me.* *Psalm 13*

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

boredom...

...sucks rocks.

Seriously. A few weeks ago I would have given anything for a little time to myself to sit and just think and write. Now I have WAY too much of that and I'm going out of my mind. :) I've never been on the internet for so long EVER in my relatively short existence.

Last night Ash B. (my dear dear dear friend and fellow Ro-tic V. Woman :) came out to Sexsmith and we just walked around (in our Ro-tic Night shirts :) and took random pictures of us jumping and doing random things. :) Then we went back to my house and listened to my beloved John Mayer and looked at bride magazines and laughed at a gross man with white wig. It was just glorious. I love that girl.

And I am suddenly getting a bazillion phone calls and faxes and such. So I'm off and shall return victorious. :)

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Full Circle

So, after a long, tiring, exciting, different, hard, CRAZY summer....I have returned to the world of the web log. :) Sorry for those of you who actually read this once in a while....this thing called camp (and Facebook) happened and suddenly I had nothing interesting to write about. NOT. I'm just lazy.

Camp summer #5 was the weirdest ever. Music was, in a camp word, GLORIOUS. :) I had SO much fun leading with Mr. Devin Landis (also.known.as. Princess Sparkles) and it was the hugest relief that we actually work well together. I was kind of apprehensive about it at the beginning, but it turned out awesome. Counselling was weird this summer. I felt really done with it....kind of like I need to move on or something. I'm not entirely sure how to explain it, but basically now I'm not sure if I'll be there next summer. We'll see.

Plans for the coming year are a little up in the air right now. They've changed ALOT since I wrote here last. I'm still moving to GP in like, 2 weeks with my dear Kristine and a few other ex-PRBI girls. BUT since May-ish I've been thinking about this ministry school in the States. Actually I started thinking about it in January but was just freaked out about it and made excuses about how I already had plans. During camp I was feeling VERY dissatisfied with my "plans" and started seriously thinking about this school, but I had no idea how to find out about it or what it was even called. THEN I found out that Devin is going down there this semester so I asked him about it and sort of got some info and now I'm definitely planning on going. I'm hoping to get in for January as sort of a 2nd semester deal, but if I can't do that I'll probably go next September, which would kind of suck, but I can suck it up. :)

So yeah, I'm just SO stoked about these new plans of mine. :) I would go for music stuff, which I love and want to do forever, so I feel like I would actually be doing something worthwhile. I could do stuff with recording, songwriting, and leading worship. I've done leading stuff before but I've never really learned the Biblical basics I guess you could say. AND the school is in Oklahoma, so I've definitely never been there and don't really know anyone who's going, so it's kind of an adventure in a way. I did tell Ashley Braun that she should come with me, but I don't know if she will, but even if she did I think it will be fun to go somewhere where I don't know anyone.

Anyhoo. I'm done. :) Oh, except for the part where I wanted to say WalMart Forever to my two RO-TIC girls. I had a glorious girls night with them last night and we commemorated it with some cheapie "band" shirts from WalMart. "Give peace a chance." :) I love you Am and Ash.

And thus concludes my long overdue update. :)

*Caitlin
also.known.as. "Posh"

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