Waiting for the Sun...

Don't want to get too complicated. But it gets so dark that I can't see. Yeah it's a mad mad world. But I'm hoping...I'm tired of living in the shadows. But I'm not giving up on me. Yeah it's a sad sad world. But I'm waiting... *How long, O Lord?...How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and every day have sorrow in my heart? But I TRUST in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing to the Lord, for he has been good to me.* *Psalm 13*

Friday, April 13, 2007

The beginning of the end

What a wierd feeling. I'm done my last class at PRBI....and I'm not really excited. Last year I was so pumped to be done everything, this year I'm just really sad. I started taking down everything on my wall today, and my roommate was so bummed out. :) I loved my room.....it actually is really sad to take everything down. But I'm away Sun-Tues and then everything happens Thurs-Sun....so I have to start now. It's definitely bitter sweet.....being done.

Last night was our floor party and last care group. We did a scavenger hunt/photo shoot thing for care groups and it actually ended up being pretty fun. Then Jenice, Kristine, Rachelle, and I went for what will probably be our last Timmy's run. :) Man, we had SOOOOO much fun. First, the guy at the counter totally lied to Jenice and laughed at her....and so did the rest of us. Then Rachelle won a coffee from Roll Up the Rim, Kristine smeared cream cheese on Rachelle's face, and we were just really loud. It's like everywhere we go we get shushed. :) Then we booked it around town and took really random and frightening pictures. :) I laughed SO hard. Of course we had a killer dance party all the way home and then laughed our heads off at the pictures on my computer this morning. :) Those girls are amazing....I will miss them like crazy.

Yesterday afternoon sucked...hardcore....like so hardcore that not even a 40 minute walk helped clear my mind. That was bizarre. I talked with one of my profs for an hour and a half, and that sort of helped, and sort of made it harder. But today has been better....I'm just so thankful for my friends. I don't know what I will do without them. :)

Anyway. This may very well be my last post for a while....as if that's unusual. :) The next week will be full of fun and goodbyes and TONS of laughs and probably tears. Sigh. Here we go. The beginning of the end... :)

*Caitlin

2 Comments:

Blogger Kelsey Ann said...

Oh wow, do I ever miss you right now. I have been meaning to call you and see how you are and how things are, but I've been so busy. I hate it. But I just wanted to say that I have been praying for you and yeah, I really would like to do something with you really soon. Anyway, Love you so much Darley.
Dingley
P.s. it was a month yesterday since I found out about everything :( I can't believe it has been that long already. Crazy...

12:09 PM  
Blogger Kerri said...

reading your blog makes me want to be at school... without the homework. hehe. did you get the invite yet? love ya!

10:45 AM  

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