My life and all its madness...

Oh yes. The madness. :) I'm trying to figure out the last like, year. :) School and everything involved in that, training for my trip, going to AFRICA, and now coming home and going to camp in two weeks. I can't believe how much is going on in my head right now. I seriously thought I was loosing my mind the other day. I just had to get away. So I ran. :) I went for a run/jog/walk down this LONG dirt road and just cried and talked with God and eventually sang. It was great. I don't really know if my life is as comlicated as it sometimes seems, but I definitely have discovered the necessity of just giving God all my issues. It's much easier to let him deal with them and then figure out a solution with his help. :)

Anyway.

I talked to Darren, my camp director yesterday, and now I'm SO pumped for camp. He asked how I want to change this summer and how he can help with that. I told him that I really want to be able to be more creative and confident. That sounds so general. :) I want to be confident enough in my creativity and ideas that I can share them with people and get a big picture...a vision...and just go with it. I'm reeeeeeally bad at that. :) So yeah, apparently I'm the oldest girl out there this summer, and I'll be "setting the tone" for all the female staff. All the stuff Darren talked about puts alot more pressure on me, but surprisingly I don't really care. I'm SO PUMPED!!! Ho man. :) I also have to sing and play piano, which sort of freaks me out, but whatever. I'm just gonna do it. :) Ha...I'm sure I'll learn a billion other lessons about trusting in God this summer. Just like LAST summer...and last week...and yesterday! :) Oh brother.

I worked with my dear "best friend" Davis today. Wow...that was FUN!!! He is so awesome. We are so random, and we were so slow cuz we just talked the entire time. I'm sure Brayden and Logan were annoyed with us, but whatever. He's so great. He wants to start a band (not really) and apparently I'm the lead singer/screamer. Ha! He's like, "I'm sort of serious. If we actually could, I would, and you would be." Yeah, riiiiight. Oh wow, I love that boy.

I picked up my (hot) dress for my friend Ashley's wedding today, and now I'm DANG excited for that, too. It will be super SUPER weird, but so much fun. So many people will be there that I won't really see all summer....oh wow. And there's a dance! Oh I love dancing. :) PLUS I get to wear a sweet dress and get my hair done and hang out with cool people all day...what more could I ask for? :)

Ok, I'm gonna go now. Toodles!!!

*Caitlin