Goodbyes suck. End of story.

Ok, can I say this again? I HATE goodbyes!!! It's weird, I don't really dread them before hand....I just hate the after stuff. Like, yesterday I said goodbye to my roommate, and I didn't cry at all! Until last night I think I really realized that she's gone, we're not going to be roommates again, I won't see her all summer, she's getting married, agh!!!! That kind of thing. I also had to say goodbye to Kaleb, and THAT SUCKED. :) I thought he was going to be in Edmonton when I am, and that was all great and whatever, but apparently he might not be. BAH!!! Surprise goodbyes are even worse. :) So I cried alot last night and then my nose was all stuffy this morning and my lungs hurt. :)

Then today I hung out with Ashley B and Robyn....we walked to the store (*in flip flops and tank tops, right Ash?) and we got slushies and sour keys. Just like old times. The STUPIDEST thing was that Ashley L was at my house, and she was part of our "old" group of friends. But BLAKE was at my house too (wedding stuff with my momma) so she didn't come. It was dumb. But anyway, we walked all over town...and good times were had by all. Then I had to say goodbye to both of them!!! BAH!!! I cannot believe it...I hate goodbyes so much.

So yeah, yesterday was great. Me and my brother Caleb and sister Chanelle and Kaleb built stuff in one of our treehouses. It was fun. I had no idea that I suck so bad with a hammer, but I went out again today and finished a whole wall (woop-dee-doo) and helped my brother change another one. It was nice. Yes, there were some harsh words exchanged, but I swear it's our love language together. :) I don't even remember what was going on, but I was doing something "structurally" wrong and he was making it look ugly...or something like that. We're very sensitive and caring brothers and sisters. :)

Anyway, I need to go get some stuff out of my room. I will keep this up to date.....I leave for Africa in SIX DAYS!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Training starts tonight....craziness. Pray for our visas to come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
See y'all later! :)

*C